This is me

My name actually not liliana sutopo, it is just fake name. I am a student but I feel some trouble with self. I think i have different kinds of personality. in my community, I often do not able to express my mind, and my heart properly, somethimes because I was afraid people wrong undestanding, then i prefer not to speak. I am a quiet person in community, but if there is a time I even can joke, some people said I was 4dimension personality.. but it was not I just can't express my self properly.. sometime I got desperate how to show my self... then I created this blog. this is my mind and my heart. thank you for visit my blog, and if you don't mind you can comment and answer my question, that was actually the question that I always ask to my self, and yet no answer till now, I will be very grateful if you comment... and the last, lets be virtual friend.. ^.^